This post has been in the works for about a week and a half. However, before I begin, there is something that needs to be said. There are some topics that I’m no longer willing to write about. This blog was a way for me to express myself and do the things I love. Lately, it’s been a place I’ve come to that allows me to sit in a puddle of my own mess. There are some things on this blog that should’ve been kept private. Some things I’ve mentioned have hurt the feelings of people that I care about. While I’ve gotten some emails that have said that my writing has helped I no longer want this blog to be filled with the memories of my ex. I need to keep those to myself because when I write them here, they become ghosts that haunt me. This is the last thing I’ll say on the matter, she means the world to me and right now all the memories have flooded back, and I’m not ready to let something like that break me. I do have part 2 that I’ll post later today. I’m taking it in a different direction. Creative writing and documenting my trip. I am grateful to my followers, the people who’ve read what I’ve written and to the people that have reached out to me.